today is his birthday (#39)/11th anniversary of our marriage. how do i feel about it

i just don't know. disappointed and relieved that i at least know what the future holds for me, to some degree, i suppose. i have felt so unsure of our relationship, and like i was giving changing growing the best i could without getting what i need back.
so, at least i don't have that knot in my stomach this time.

happy fucking birthday
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